I’m calling to you from under the ground.
A flat bed, a flat bed.
No rest in this hollow though
No chance to be at peace.
I remember screaming hard
No one ever heard me.
They made me lay down
I didn’t want to but what could I do?
She taped it while he did me
I yelled and he smiled.
She pressed PLAY and RECORD
It was all a sickening dream.

I awoke naked and ashamed
They gave me tea and sympathy.
It all felt different
They apologised for earlier embarrassments
Said it was all just an act.
Then he fucked me and I quit caring.
I was already a corpse
But they wanted to nail me
Not to a cross, not to a cross.
I’m gone now,